Agh...I can Breathe...Finally.
I ended my first trimester with a very healthy and promising ultrasound last week.
I was so nervous entering into this that I was literally sick the entire morning. I actually contemplated cancelling and waiting a bit. However, we followed through and OMG! Immediately we witnessed a quite large baby dancing around in my belly..kicking and stretching his/her arms and playing peek a boo with us. The ultrasound tech, fully aware of my past printed several pictures of the "not so camera shy" baby for me to smile over..over and over...
I felt relief exiting my appointment that followed my ultrasound. So far, things are looking good. As excited as I am beginning to feel, I am trying not to get overly excited as my fear of what could happen is still lingering in the back of my head. However, I do find myself smiling a bit more these days....
My belly has begun to show the signs of an expecting mother...We have only told immediate family and a few close friendss at the moment, so hiding this pergnancy may not be an option in the coming days. I had to go and buy a few pieces of clothing to hold me over a bit, as my shirts are snug, and my pants? Yeah, those do not button anymore!
Baby steps..every day I tell myself one step at a time....