Six weeks

FRANTIC.

Today I am six weeks pregnant and I could not be more nervous. My first ultrasound is not until Monday, so given my history..I am a wreck...I tell myself over and over that the fate of this child is in the hands of God, and I must have faith that he is watching over this tiny soul. Still, I find myself nervous most of the time...

I have not really begun to get nautious yet, a little dizzy is all...Again, this worries me as morning sickness is such a great sign that all is well with the pregnancy. Still, I am very early andmorning sickness tends to hit around 6-7 weeks...

I feel sorry for Livy and Emma as my energy levels have been so low. I feel as if I am not playing with them as much as I was a few weeks ago, and this heat is just killing me...This too will pass....